proxygarden .
04.10.26
finally scheduled my certification exam date and i got hit with the most insane imposter syndrome. should i kms.
04.09.26
little adderall had to go to the vet today... she has an eye infection. luckily it isn't serious and with some meds it'll clear up, but my poor baby had a hard daaaaaay...
03.21.26
okay for the few who are out there checking my little pages out, here's my current short list of pages to write: blog post of my journal ecosystem, finish one oc's page, and adding reviews+two other mangas to my media log :)
03.17.26
coding pages for my site while marathoning northernlion videos this is how we move boys
03.13.26
okay i couldn't take it i had to go back AHHAHAHAHAH
03.07.26
i rly like my first layout, but i feel stifled by it. so i'm making a new one, and i forgot how annoying it is to crawl the internet for nice looking graphics/color palletes. i should compile a better list of all this shit for myself later huh LMAO
03.06.26
i started a sewing project today after not sewing for nearly three years. telling myself that even if it turns out bad, that is just a side-effect of growth. growth is still scary.
03.03.26
drowning myself in school and hobbies to avoid thinking about my problems!!
03.01.26
02.28.26
they were rejecting so i went ahead and took out my eyebrow piercings... the end of an era. please, a moment of silence if you would...
02.27.26
playing 3d chess by making my landing page look nice and pretty and then deciding to add all manner of chopped layouts for other pages that i will use more often
02.26.26
i've come down with a cold from somewhere... this sucks. head hurts, nose hurts, throat hurts, body hurts... white blood cells please work fast.
02.25.26
you can tell my life is going crazy/out of control because i get really interested in buddhism again LOL
02.23.26
jealousy is an emotion i struggle a lot with... envy, too. in all aspects of my life. i've been trying to work on this in my journal and isolate what exactly is the cause of this, and it probably stems from feeling inadequate in what i do. random ass deep microblog for today.
02.21.26
my lack of art skills has me addicted to commissions of my ocs, lol. i need to get back to writting for them, but i've been so busy with school that it's eating all my free time and will to do anything /sobs/ insurance is evil